ThanksGiving & Utah Game...

UTAH vs BYU (worst game ever)

Every Year we go cut down our Christmas Tree and go shooting.

Cutting down our Christmas Tree.

Isn't he handsome.

Happy Birthday Babe...

Some Fun Things we have been doing This Summer...

Jordan Surfing in Scofield

Ella and I surfing In Scofield.

4th Of July parade in Scofield..

Another One Bit the Dust...

Yes we just lost another baby boy. On Thursday June 25Th i woke up around 6 a.m. and my water broke. So i went to the bathroom and more water came out. So i got back into bed and i woke Jordan up and told him what had happened so he told me to call my on-call Dr. cause it was so early. So we called them and they told us to go straight to the emergency room at the new hospital IMC. So i got out of bed to get ready and then it came blood blood blood. So i cleaned up and we drove to the hospital and they emitted me in. So the nurse came and drew some blood and ran some tests and then finally the Dr. came in. He did an ultra sound and said the baby was still alive, there were still a heart beat and movement. But he did say that there wasn't a lot of fluid around the baby so that worried him. So he left and went and got the nurse and they came back to do a pelvic exam so during that they took out a huge blood clot and did a test to see if my water had really broken or not. So i was bleeding a ton through that, i mean there was blood all over the floor and all over the bed it was bad. So he we are going to go run some tests and it could take up to 2 hours to get some results. So Jordan and i took a nap and we were so board. So then after like 6 hours being there the Dr. came back and told us that my water did break and it was end up just killing the baby since there is no fluid in there. But he said i am going to send some specialist to come talk to you and answer more questions because he was just an ER Dr. So another hour went by and The 2 specialist came in and took another ultra sound and she said "WOW the babies head is so low i am going to check and see where the baby is and if you are dilated. So she checked me and from the babies neck down was in my vagina but the head was stuck so she said i bet if you just pushed a couple of times you could deliver the baby. But then she said but the placenta wouldn't come out and it would cause me to bleed so they might need to do surgery. So she said i am going to talk to the Dr. and see what he wants us to do. So they came back in and said they want to do surgery. So i said ok i just really need to go to the bathroom so i went in and it felt like a blood clot was going to come out so i pushed a little and all the sudden the babies leg and foot popped out. So i started freaking out so the DR, ran in and he said we got to get you up to surgery. So he told me to pull up the babies leg with my pad and so they could get me on the bed and take me to surgery. So we got up to surgery and they put me out to do it. Something in the anesthesia didn't mix with my white blood cells or something so after the surgery they woke me up when it takes the average person 5 min to wake up on there own. So when they woke me up my brain woke up but my body was paralyzed. So they had to put me back out and they put me on a breathing machine and sent me to the ICU where Jordan and my family could see me. But the Dr. told them it could take anywhere from 10min.-12 hours to wake up. Well after about 2 1/2 hours i woke up but i couldn't' t breath because of the tubes down my throat. So the Dr.s ran in and did a bunch of tests before they would take the tubes out and i was fine so from now on i can't have that same medicine they gave me. So after 14 hours being there on Thursday they finally released me. They kept the baby and they are going to run a bunch of tests on it and run some more test on me. Hopefully they can find out what the problem is. It is way hard to go through but all i know is everything happens for a reason and i don' t know why this is happening but hopefully one day soon i will get some answers. Thank you to My wonderful husband Jordan and my family and friends i wouldn't of gotten through any of this with out your love and support. Thanks again...

Surprise...

So everyone probably knows by now but yes i am pregnant. I am a couple days away from being 3 months along. It was a total surprise to us. I had just signed up for the insurance Aflackwhere they pay you to have a baby but you have to be on the insurance for 10 months to get paid. Well i didn't know i was pregnant when i signed up. So on Easter i took a pregnancy test because i hadn't started my period and it was positive. So i had to call and cancel the insurance. But anyways we are so excited. My due date is December 15, 2009. We weren't going to tell anyone for awhile because of what happened last time but of course we just get so excited. I can't believe how many people are pregnant though. I just love it. There will be so many babies around. Sorry i don't have any pictures, i just have been so tired and working all the time. I will post some soon.

My Car Got Broken Into ...

Well Friday night Jordan and I went out to dinner with his whole family. We went to Joe Morgans Barbecue. Its on like Center Street and 100 west. So its in Midvale. We got off the exit and i looked at Jordan and i said " I don't know if i like this area it seems llike the Ghetto." He said " its Midvale, this is a safe place." So i said ok. So we had Mila that night so we got out of the car and it was dark out side and my windows are tinted so dark that i just decided to hide my purse under my seat and i thought we would be fine. This place was packed, the parking lot was full and so we parked in the parking lot across the street that was full with cars. Seriously you couldn't see in my car. Well we got there at like 7:30 and we left at 9:00 p.m. so we walked to our car and my passenger window was completely shattered. They stole my $500 purse, my day planner that had my whole life in. My checks and credit cards. Just everything. They stole my ipod, the DVD player and Jordans Cell phone witch was funny because my cell phone was right on top of his and mine is newer than his. So We called the police to report it. And they came and wrote everything down that i was missing but they said don't count on getting your stuff back. So this was Friday i get a call today Monday from a lady that had found my checks and my credit cards and my license on the ground in West Valley. My phone # is on my checks so they called me and now i have those. Well then My father in Law called us and said he had heard that the West Valley police had caught some kids breaking into some cars on Friday night. So hopefully the have my purse and everything else. The sheriff is going to call me and tell me if they found everything else. I just feel very violated. But i am just glad they found my stuff.

Girls Day Out

Lacey, Michelle, Leesa, Mom, Mindy and Lars

We shopped, eat and talked till we dropped. It was so fun to have Michelle and Mindy in town. So we had a girls day with all the sisters and our mom but 1 sister and and 1 sister in law that didn't make it. We had a blast, families are the best. Thanks for such a great weekend.

Baby Wyatt...

Ok to start off i have been debating on blogging about this or not. I think i have come to grips with it now so i am finally going to do it. Well Monday the 5th of January i went to the Dr.'s at 8:30 a.m. for my monthly check up. So i got in there and my Dr. was talking to me while he was trying to find baby Wyatt's heart beat and we were just chatting. Well then 10 min. go by and he was like so have we set you up for an ultra sound yet and i said No, so then he was like ok well you can come next week or the following week so i said ok. Well then another 10 min. go by and he still couldn't find the heart beat. So now its been like 20 min. and he still can't find it so he was like well you might be getting an ultra sound today. So another 10 min. go by and he still couldn't find a heart beat. So he had spent 30 min. trying to find the heart beat. So he asks me are you bleeding or have you had any cramps and i said No. Then he was like when was the last time you felt him move? I said i thought i felt him last night. Then he says don't worry he could just be hiding behind your heart beat. There were no signs at all of him passing or that anything had gone wrong. It was a total shock to us all. So he says ok well the lady that does out ultra sounds isn't here on Monday's so i am going to send you to the hospital. So they got me an apt. at the IMC but it wasn't until 2:45 that same day. So i called Jordan and told him and he was like don't worry lets just wait and see what happens at the hospital. So i drove over to my parents house and of course lost it. So Then we waited and my mom and Jordan took me to the hospital and we got there and the Tech Dr. got the ultra sound ready and then he said "i am sorry, he is gone." WOW Jordan and my mom lost it and i just sat there in SHOCK. Couldn't believe my eyes. We could see him on the screen and he looked so dang cute. So then it hit me and we were all sitting there crying so the technician left the room and gave us a min. Then he came back in and took some pictures of baby Wyatt and told us he had Club Feet and that could of been linked to congenital heart failer or other problems that could of caused him to pass. So then he called my Dr. and told him the news and they gave me the choice either to give birth and they would start me and i would go through labor or get a D.N.E. ( a lot of people when they have miss carriages get D.N.C. but because i was 5 months along they considered Wyatt a Still Born not a miss carriage.) So they scheduled my surgery for that following Friday at 1:15. That was hard because i had to wait 4 days. Also they have figured that he had passed 2 weeks before we found out. So i was frustrated about having him in me for another 4 days when he had been gone for 2 weeks. Well so Jord, our families and i all grieved for the next 4 days until my surgery so Friday came and Jordan took me in and They said it would only be 4 hours. So Jordan decided to wait there. Well they had to put me under and then do the surgery but it took a lot longer than they expected. So i was there from 1p.m. till 8:30p.m. So i woke up and they sent us on my way. While i was recovering the Dr. had come out and talked to Jordan and told him that everything went ok and that usually he tells people to start trying again after there next menstrual cycle but we needed to wait at least 4 months. He said the surgery was pretty intense and i needed to heal before tying again. So there ya go. Little Baby Wyatt has gone back to live with his heavenly father. But all i can say is i have the Best Family, friends and Husband ever. They brought flowers and a statue and food and called me every to seconds to make sure i was ok. Jordan bought me an angel necklace to remind us of baby Wyatt. I would also like to thank everyone else who has called, brought food, or even just text ed me. I have never gone through something like this before but i am trying to stay strong. A lot of people ask how do you seem fine? But i think it hits you at different times. I will be driving and a song will come on or i will see a new born baby and it will remind me but there is nothing i can do but stay strong and just know that he is in a better place. Thanks again for every one's love and support. We love you all.