Another One Bit the Dust...

Yes we just lost another baby boy. On Thursday June 25Th i woke up around 6 a.m. and my water broke. So i went to the bathroom and more water came out. So i got back into bed and i woke Jordan up and told him what had happened so he told me to call my on-call Dr. cause it was so early. So we called them and they told us to go straight to the emergency room at the new hospital IMC. So i got out of bed to get ready and then it came blood blood blood. So i cleaned up and we drove to the hospital and they emitted me in. So the nurse came and drew some blood and ran some tests and then finally the Dr. came in. He did an ultra sound and said the baby was still alive, there were still a heart beat and movement. But he did say that there wasn't a lot of fluid around the baby so that worried him. So he left and went and got the nurse and they came back to do a pelvic exam so during that they took out a huge blood clot and did a test to see if my water had really broken or not. So i was bleeding a ton through that, i mean there was blood all over the floor and all over the bed it was bad. So he we are going to go run some tests and it could take up to 2 hours to get some results. So Jordan and i took a nap and we were so board. So then after like 6 hours being there the Dr. came back and told us that my water did break and it was end up just killing the baby since there is no fluid in there. But he said i am going to send some specialist to come talk to you and answer more questions because he was just an ER Dr. So another hour went by and The 2 specialist came in and took another ultra sound and she said "WOW the babies head is so low i am going to check and see where the baby is and if you are dilated. So she checked me and from the babies neck down was in my vagina but the head was stuck so she said i bet if you just pushed a couple of times you could deliver the baby. But then she said but the placenta wouldn't come out and it would cause me to bleed so they might need to do surgery. So she said i am going to talk to the Dr. and see what he wants us to do. So they came back in and said they want to do surgery. So i said ok i just really need to go to the bathroom so i went in and it felt like a blood clot was going to come out so i pushed a little and all the sudden the babies leg and foot popped out. So i started freaking out so the DR, ran in and he said we got to get you up to surgery. So he told me to pull up the babies leg with my pad and so they could get me on the bed and take me to surgery. So we got up to surgery and they put me out to do it. Something in the anesthesia didn't mix with my white blood cells or something so after the surgery they woke me up when it takes the average person 5 min to wake up on there own. So when they woke me up my brain woke up but my body was paralyzed. So they had to put me back out and they put me on a breathing machine and sent me to the ICU where Jordan and my family could see me. But the Dr. told them it could take anywhere from 10min.-12 hours to wake up. Well after about 2 1/2 hours i woke up but i couldn't' t breath because of the tubes down my throat. So the Dr.s ran in and did a bunch of tests before they would take the tubes out and i was fine so from now on i can't have that same medicine they gave me. So after 14 hours being there on Thursday they finally released me. They kept the baby and they are going to run a bunch of tests on it and run some more test on me. Hopefully they can find out what the problem is. It is way hard to go through but all i know is everything happens for a reason and i don' t know why this is happening but hopefully one day soon i will get some answers. Thank you to My wonderful husband Jordan and my family and friends i wouldn't of gotten through any of this with out your love and support. Thanks again...